Who I am?

Father, I need you! You're the only one for me. So, why do I constantly let you down? Why can't I just let you reign in me?

I'm so tired of who I've become. I want to change; do I not hate myself enough? What's wrong with me?

Lord, I need you. I need set free. I have no greater desire than to live my life for you. So, . . . . . why don't I?

Who I am hates who I've been.

I wish I could honestly say that about myself:
Who I am hates who I've been.

I know I've said this before. I know I've 'meant' this before. I know. I know.
So, . . . . why Father?
Why do I still let you down?

I will not conform to the standards and morals of this world.
I WILL NOT.

I have made a covenant with my eyes.
I have made a COVENANT with my eyes.

Not even a hint.
Not even a HINT.

Why, Father, why?Why am I a fool?

I need you.
I WANT you.

And after all of my alibis desert me, I just want to get by--I don't want nothing to hurt me. I had no idea where my head was at, But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at that? Because I just want for all of this to end.

I'm sorry for the person I became! I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change... I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again! 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been.