My foe.

It feeds on sleeplessness
It's the dark side that
--is unlocked far too often
A formidable foe through and through

Much like a heroin addict
--painting the future
My mind paints irrationality
And sometimes I can't seem to escape

Running for my life:
Across a landscape of foolishness.
I am under constant observation,
From which there is no nook or cranny.

Alas! I must surrender:
It has seen through every contingency.
But—Losing is not an option
…And it knows that…

For honor and dignity!
I must charge onward bravely.
A righteous sacrifice,
--For the common good.

And finally the deed is done:
Everyone wins!
Well—Except for me of course.
Justice has been delivered regardless.

But wait—What is this?
I startle awake to realize
I just have slumbered,
--Off to sleep.

And now I comprehend:
The cycle is never-ending.
I cannot win.
Will I ever be free from this?